Okay, you want more, I can give you more explaination. Of all my negative meditation experience.Novidez wrote: Look at all you wrote. There's even feelings of sadness. Was it meditation? No. As Kasper said, if you really were concentrated on breathing, you surely hadn't written all those 'negative' things.
- Meditation, last year I had a prof who also liked to start 1 class with meditation, she used a bell too. She gave me a D in that class. I think at that point that was the last straw to my affinity to meditation liking people.
- Meditation, 4 years ago, I had to listen to meditation CD for 45 min in a seminar thing. My classmate luckily didn't like it either. We both sat with our eyes open at the back of the room, in the dark, being bored.
- Stress Busting session 4.5 years ago, I had to listen to someone present about ways to relief stress.
- Meditation 5 years ago , the first time I did it great, I felt like relaxed, that meditation was sit quietly in a room and imagine nice things. No bell ringing, no constant reminders on not thinking of negative thoughts, or to think of nothing.
Meditation is a fad.
It is like one of those things that groups with extra money for guest speakers like to net a meditation-guest-speaker as they are so easy to get.
But it is like those immature-street-clown-magicians, that don't really give anything to their presentation. Or I am just too old for it, and I am not gullible enough to believe that dropping a coin into a hat can make things disappear, or pulling scarves from a hat endlessly means that the hat can even produce a live bunny to jump out while the hat sits on a table that clearly has a place to store pigeons and rabbits.
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... You don't even say "I want to delete my previous post.", just those one regarding meditation. Ok, now I am just messing with you 
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